‘Tis the season to be jolly, but my youngest was admitted to the hospital today and I am NOT in a festive mood.

A week ago hubby picked up a Christmas tree, and we were supposed to decorate it. But then our youngest got sick, and sicker, and even sicker. I haven’t had the time, energy nor any interest in decorating it. I am currently sitting in our living room alone, looking at that empty tree, except for the 5 baubles I made in previous years, with all of our photos in them. I hung these a few days ago for my youngest so there was at least something fun to look at. All I’ve done today was put up a brave face, and cry in private. Hubby is with our youngest at the hospital, and I’m at home with our other two kids (one is asleep, the other is chilling in his room). It feels so empty without our youngest. I never ask for prayers or positive vibes, but if you have any to spare, keep me and my family in your thoughts ❤️